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Monday, April 30, 2012

Day 8: Motivation

What motivates you the most when trying to lose weight? Is it a special even coming up, old pictures of yourself, etc.?


Mostly, I'm motivated just by the thought of being thin. I do have some events coming up in the next few years that I want to look good for, though. My five-year college reunion is in a year. My ten-year high school reunion is in two. All my friends are getting married, so I have scads of wedding to go to. And hopefully, before too long, I'll have a wedding of my own to plan for. Fitness-wise, I've been running, specifically training for a 5K. The Color Run is coming to Charlotte in October and I really want to run it. After that, I'm going to train for a half-marathon. The Disney Princess Half-Marathon is in February. Who knows if I'll be ready for it by then, but even if I'm not, Disney World does multiple running events every year and I'd love to do one. That's the goal, anyway.


Sunday, April 29, 2012

Day 7: Insecurities

Are you insecure about your body? If yes, which area(s) in particular? If no, explain why you want to change it.


I'm very insecure about my body, especially my belly and my double chin. Everything else, my arms and legs, etc., are really skinny. It looks really weird. If I can get rid of the belly, the chin will go with it, and things will even out. I think. Also, I'm sort of hoping that improving my nutrition will help get rid of (or at least improve) my acne.

P.S. Today marks one week of this challenge. So far, so good.

Day 6: The Method Behind My Madness

Why do you want to lose weight? What is the main reason?


The main reason is just to look better: for the stage, for Wes, for everyone around me, and for me. I don't like what I see in the mirror. I know that I have been beautiful, but that beauty is buried right now. It's time to get back to that. There's no excuse for carrying around all this excess fat and ugliness.

Friday, April 27, 2012

Day 5: Forming new habits

Besides losing weight, what else do you hope to accomplish by completing The Shrinking Beauty 30 Day Challenge?

I'm hoping that following these steps will help me start to form good habits. It's always a good idea not to binge or not to eat late at night. Hopefully, if I can do these things for 30 days, I can continue to do them after the month is up. So in short, I'm hoping to start a new lifestyle.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Day 4: Easy Question

Will you be losing weight in a healthy way or in an unhealthy way? Explain why.


Of course, losing weight the healthy way is the way to go. I certainly don't want to starve myself or anything. However, if I'm a few calories under my goal for the day, I'm not going to beat myself up about it.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Day 3: You're it, you're the ultimate.

What is your ultimate goal weight that you have set for yourself? Why have you chosen that number?

The ULTIMATE for me is 120 pounds. I've looked at all the charts about appropriate body weight for different heights and body types and this seems like a reasonable number. On the thin side, but not unhealthy. It would also make a very round, even amount of weight for me to lose, and if you know me at all, you know that even numbers are kind of a big deal for me.

Day 2: Optimistic Realism

How many pounds do you HOPE to lose by the end of The Shrinking Beauty 30 Day Challenge?

Well, I HOPE to lose fifty pounds! But I know that's totally unrealistic wishful thinking. Honestly, based on how I did yesterday, and knowing how many calories you have to cut to lose a single pound, my hope is 15 pounds down this month. I expect I can do at least 10. And, you know, 10 is a good start.

Monday, April 23, 2012

Day 1: Unacceptable

What are your current stats? Explain how many calories you will be eating every day, and what exercise you will be doing during The Shrinking Beauty 30 Day Challenge.


This morning, at the beginning of this challenge, I weighed in and saw a number. A big number. It is simply too much. Especially considering the work that I did a few weeks ago. I'd lost about 10 pounds, and now I've gained back 5 of it. Unacceptable. So this is my solution. I've got a set number of calories per day. It seems like not that much food, but it's shouldn't be too hard if I really concentrate on fresh fruits and veggies. For exercise, (which is a word I never spell right the first time), I will continue my Couch to 5K training 3 days a week and will add some low-impact exercises on two of the remaining days. 

No shrinking violet. But a shrinking beauty? Maybe.



So, I’ve been working on this dieting thing. But I haven’t seemed to get anywhere much. I mean, sure, I’ve lost a few pounds, but nothing to write home about. You know, it’s pretty difficult. Putting weight on is so easy, but taking it off is really hard. It’s like what I’ve heard about habits: it takes, like, 20 times to learn a behavior, but something like 500 times to UN-learn it. (Or at least those are the stats I give my students when they ask me how much they should practice.)

So, I’ve found a new idea to help me. It’s called The Shrinking Beauty 30 Day Challenge. I found while browsing the internet last night, and it seems like exactly what I need: a plan; a challenge, a competition, even, albeit with myself. The rules are pretty simple.
  1. No scale
  2. No binge eating
  3. No fast food
  4. No eating after 8 pm
  5. Answer daily journal questions found at shrinkingbeauty101.tumblr.com
That’s it’s. No big deal, right? Each rule seems pretty easy by itself. The combination? Could be tough. It will be hard for me to not step on the scale. I kind of do it compulsively, but I’ve covered the display so I’ll be less tempted. And I’m extending the 8 pm food cutoff to 9 pm, because I sometimes work kind of late. And let’s face it: I’m a girl who loves to binge, not to mention a stress-eater. Pack of cookies? Gone in 10 minutes. Ice cream? 5 minutes. Bag of chips? Doesn’t even make it all the way home. But I’m going to try my darndest to get keep up with this.

Now, before you get started, the plan instructs you to do a few things.
  1. Weigh yourself and take your picture. (This picture will later serve as your “before” picture.)
  2. Keep a food journal and write down everything you eat.
      And you’re supposed to answer a few questions, so here goes.
  1.       Decide how many calories you will be consuming every day.
    o   I consulted a nutrition app to see how many calories I’m supposed to have per
         day. Then I settled on a number slightly lower, just for good measure. 
  2.       Decide what kind of exercise you will be getting and how often.
    o   I’ve already been participating in nhs.uk’s Couch to 5K training program. 3 days a
          week, I walk/jog with the intention of being ready for a 5K in 9 weeks. In addition
          to this, I’m going to add in exercises from Be Healthy Be Happy’s Four-Level
          exercise plan. I’ll add two of those per week.
  3.       Make a list of the reasons why you want to lose weight. (This one was tough. Not that it was tough to come up with the list, just that the list brought up some kind of emotional things.)
    o   To be healthier         
    o  
    To be more attractive         
    o  
    To impress my friends at weddings/reunions         
    o  
    So people won’t ask me if I’m pregnant         
    o  
    So Wes will think I’m sexier         
    o  
    To be ready for engagement photos and, eventually, look good in my wedding dress         
    o  
    To set a good example for my future children         
    o  
    To be desirable to casting directors         
    o  
    So my tattoo won’t be too gross when I get old
    o   
    To look better onstage
      So, there we go. I also weighed this morning. Pardon me if I don’t share that exact number. But I will provide this link to my “before” photos. I ask that nobody judge me, should you choose to look at them. They are not meant to be sexual in any way, but they are of me in my underwear in order to show all the aspects of my body that I don’t like. I feel rather bold about it. Also, stay tuned to this blog. I’ll answer my journal questions on here.

     Wish me luck!